i should never have trusted you.
see what you have done!
i feel so betrayed
i thought you were my friend
i have shared so many things with you
even the deepest secrets of my heart.
but what did you do?
you considered nothing
those things i treasured most.
i should never have allowed you
to get so close.
never again! never again!
will i allow another person
that privilege like you had
i will now be wary of strangers
even those acting as friends.
for i will get nothing from trusting them,
just heartaches, hurts, brokenness
maybe time will heal this pain inside!
maybe time will make whole
the broken pieces of my shattered life!
i hope! i hope!
i will remind myself that
as sure as the sun rises each day
i can keep hoping...
someday, i will be healed.
someday, i may learn to trust again...
but what i am sure of,
you, i will trust no more!!